Freebird Writing

When your a mom especially a stay at home mom you tend to forget about yourself. You forget that you too can look nice, that you too can get a haircut and mani done. But honestly who can you blame us as mothers our job is to ensure our children, husband have all they need and everything is taken care of. And please do not think I am bashing guys because I know some amazing dad's out there that have endured the same and they are amazing fathers. But admit it as women we push ourselves aside to better those around us. Perfect example we go shopping see a really cute skirt we try it on though it look's amazing we put it back and buy our kids three jeans for the amount of that one hot skirt. It's a logical sacrifice mothers make without thought or care honestly. I began working part time last year and I worked with two other women like me moms but they both looked good. I use to tell myself buying for me and not them is wrong; Bullshit the wrong was forgetting me. So I choose ...

You know how no matter the amount of faith and hope you have; there is always the ever present and wiggling it's nasty little head out seed of doubt. The seed of anger or the seed of what the fuck.  It's one of the days in your life where you wondering I have done good enough, will I do good enough. Funny thing is guess what; SHIT HAPPENS. I have told myself this saying countless times and I have also lived by the words "Everything happens for a reason." recently I lost meaning to the words I have chanted mentally since they were told to me. Today was of these dam what the fuck days; so I get on Facebook and what do I see. let's just say I was blatantly reminded my motto has one hell of a meaning. Too many of you it might be ridiculous but to those that know what I am saying; that understand what a personal motto is will understand. That my motto is my hope, it's my rope to remain tethered to my goals, it's the dream that plays itself once in a while to r...

I can officially say I suck at blogging. So it's been a while a dam long while but I am back. So winter is now here in Montana and as cold as it is we are enjoying it. To be able to walk outside and shiver yet have amazing pretty hair. ( superficial moment; Hey I am chick what can I say.) Wearing boots and coats, drinking endless amounts of hot chocolate and get endless snuggles. Ahhh the love of winter is that you can never hear to much "Mommy can I cuddle with you." or my fav "Mommy let's watch another Christmas movie" ( Yes I like the sappy hallmark movies." To know that possibility of having white winter for the first time in 13 years is so dam thrilling I fell like a kid seeing snow for the first time. I have so much more to write about and tons of pictures to share but a mom's gotta do what a mom's gotta do.  Till next time my lovelies, Stay warm . 

Hello my loves,  Tonight I sit in a quite home all are asleep and mama is listening to Pandora. Pretty Eyes by Jason Reeves. You know when you listen to that song and it either takes you back or gives you that feeling. Weather it be of love, anger or simply calming waves of serenity to wash over you; and it makes you think. Of what who knows as each of you is a wonder of your own but never the less music is the remedy to many if not all aliments. Some songs are your down fall, some are your smiles and laughter, other's make you dance like no is watching; while others simply make sit back making you smile. I love when I hear coffee shop songs that remind me of the fall in New York. The many walk's that would make me smile, the sound of the leaves at my feet or the amazing breathtaking sunset of Manhattenhedge. Song are keys; keys that many don't know exist a song can change your life or steady your rocky path. But a...

              Hello my lovely's I am back. Sorry I haven't kept up with the blog but life has been flippin hectic. But this post is not about that it is about our move to Montana and what we have discovered so far. So we have been here a month already and it been a month. First I will start with the drive up; which was a beautiful drive up until we hit South Dakota. We saw amazing sights the St. Louis arch, Superman's Water Tower and much more. But When we drove into South Dakota it was a sea of nothing. I FLIPPIN cried that's how much nothing you see. I can't remember how long it took but I will tell you this. ONLY ONE DAM STABUCKS WAS FOUND ONLY ONE. "How the fuck do people go without coffee especially Starbucks. " I have no clue. I have no way to fathom or process the thought of a state with more than one Starbucks. I mean there probably is more than one but we drov...

                         You know when you do things and tell people after the fact and they always say. "Well you always make decision without telling us." Or better yet "We are suppose to be included in whatever decisions you make." Well here is the thing with that statement 1. I am a married woman and 2. Our decisions are done of our own accord or with God. But either one always happens. So when we tell you we are moving to different state to help our friends don't tell our kids we are ruining their lives. What many do understand is that something called karma exist and although it may not be now or tomorrow you can bet your ass that one day she will get her due. And when the day comes you will think back on those evil little words you told my son and you will realize that maybe you're running mouth was not the wisest. No matter what decisions we make or chose to do wit...

Ahhh my lovely's the time has come. The secret can now be shared and the excitement can now be felt. The Little's will make the move the great adventure will be taken to another state. As of June the Little's become part of the Montana population. We are leaving the hot sun the beautiful beaches and Floridian lifestyle for the snow, cold and beauty and wonder that is the Montana. Admit you guys think we are completely and utterly nuts and maybe your right. Or maybe we are have been placed on the exact path God want us on. I mean come on not many in the right mind choose to leave Florida for Montana but than again Mr.Little and are in our right minds. So my lovely's till next time I leave you with this.  Sincerely yours and smiling. MamaLittle

So flippin excited got some news yesterday that will be changing the way I blog and live forever. And this emenous blessing we thank God. Without him this would not be possible. So until then my lovely's wonder and wait.  Lovingly yours and stoked,  Mama Little

I haven't been on in a little while. Laziness struck but I shall circumvent that sickness. Alas lately I have allowed myself to get down. My house is a mess, my brain is a mush of stress and haze; all because I let myself think it won't work out and bring myself down. Negativity is a freakin disease that we allow to inflict us in the most deepest and impending ways. First it's the joy that things will change, Second is the let down that there will be no change at all and third is the drowning in doubt and worry. Being a mother of four, stay at home wife during the day and part time employee this last steps fucking destroys me. Of course only because I let it but I have finally decided that I will not allow this bullshit no more this is after all my no bullshit year. I will stand firm to my new motto and push forward no matter how thick the fog or hard the fight. 2014 is the year we change for the better and progress towards a better self serving future for us and ou...

I feel insanely blah today. Muscles are tight and kidney hurts like hell. Have many topics to write about in the upcoming weeks including fifty shades in many ways shapes and forms.  So until I am well yours lovingly blah. Mama Little.

          So today at work. (yes I stay at home during the day and work nights and weekends. easy peeps not what you think) Anyways today my co-worker and I were bullshiting about men we see. We are both happily married enjoy our lives as they are and would change nothing. But dam sometimes you see that one that makes you say yup if I wasn't married and single I would jump his bones. Now where I live at men like that honestly are a rarity. Let's be honest Jacksonville, Florida is not the hottie capital of the world but it is one of the military. And let me tell a man in uniform will make you rethink. So my post today is to all those hot ass uniformed men in the military who make women simply rethink.                                               Your's loving and going to get my hubby in a uniform again.  ...

So as I sit here in bed with Pandora on and my daughter in her crib it dawns on me. Though I have three other children and friends with kids it seriously just hit me. Whether intentional or not people love giving kids noisy gifts. My daughter is playing with her brothers Superman doll that talks and this friends; is one loud ass toy.  He will save Metropolis, he will use his fire eyes really. Must he be so dam loud and here is where the dawning hits. (He's not at your house.) but at mine. Yet as simplistic as my dawning maybe ( to some it maybe just stupid) it's my dawning. So from now when I give gift it will not be what they need but how noisy it can be. Hey call me what you want but I shall pass on the gift that keeps on giving and that my friends is pure noise.  Your's lovingly and clam. Mama Little. 

                   I could probably curse for hours on how much crap I went through to create this thing. But I won't..... Bullshit I will; creating a blog for a non-geek like me is a freakin NIGHTMARE. First I researched like any sensible common sensed human being would do and needless to say it was madness. First you need to go here than you need to this and then you need to do this, this and this. High School all over again Holy balls batman that was intense. Ok wooooo I am calm now.                   Go Figure first post I write is me venting on how creating a blog has been when it should have been why I did it in the first place. Well for those that know me then you know; for those that don't but choose to follow welcome to my madness.                                  ...