I haven't been on in a little while. Laziness struck but I shall circumvent that sickness. Alas lately I have allowed myself to get down. My house is a mess, my brain is a mush of stress and haze; all because I let myself think it won't work out and bring myself down. Negativity is a freakin disease that we allow to inflict us in the most deepest and impending ways. First it's the joy that things will change, Second is the let down that there will be no change at all and third is the drowning in doubt and worry. Being a mother of four, stay at home wife during the day and part time employee this last steps fucking destroys me. Of course only because I let it but I have finally decided that I will not allow this bullshit no more this is after all my no bullshit year. I will stand firm to my new motto and push forward no matter how thick the fog or hard the fight. 2014 is the year we change for the better and progress towards a better self serving future for us and our children. So negativity FUCK YOU AND ALL YOU ENTAIL. I BESEECH YOU NO MORE SO GET THE FUCK OUT.
Yours loving and ready for the progress aheadMama Little
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