Freebird Writing

I haven't been on in a little while. Laziness struck but I shall circumvent that sickness. Alas lately I have allowed myself to get down. My house is a mess, my brain is a mush of stress and haze; all because I let myself think it won't work out and bring myself down. Negativity is a freakin disease that we allow to inflict us in the most deepest and impending ways. First it's the joy that things will change, Second is the let down that there will be no change at all and third is the drowning in doubt and worry. Being a mother of four, stay at home wife during the day and part time employee this last steps fucking destroys me. Of course only because I let it but I have finally decided that I will not allow this bullshit no more this is after all my no bullshit year. I will stand firm to my new motto and push forward no matter how thick the fog or hard the fight. 2014 is the year we change for the better and progress towards a better self serving future for us and ou...

I feel insanely blah today. Muscles are tight and kidney hurts like hell. Have many topics to write about in the upcoming weeks including fifty shades in many ways shapes and forms.  So until I am well yours lovingly blah. Mama Little.

          So today at work. (yes I stay at home during the day and work nights and weekends. easy peeps not what you think) Anyways today my co-worker and I were bullshiting about men we see. We are both happily married enjoy our lives as they are and would change nothing. But dam sometimes you see that one that makes you say yup if I wasn't married and single I would jump his bones. Now where I live at men like that honestly are a rarity. Let's be honest Jacksonville, Florida is not the hottie capital of the world but it is one of the military. And let me tell a man in uniform will make you rethink. So my post today is to all those hot ass uniformed men in the military who make women simply rethink.                                               Your's loving and going to get my hubby in a uniform again.  ...

So as I sit here in bed with Pandora on and my daughter in her crib it dawns on me. Though I have three other children and friends with kids it seriously just hit me. Whether intentional or not people love giving kids noisy gifts. My daughter is playing with her brothers Superman doll that talks and this friends; is one loud ass toy.  He will save Metropolis, he will use his fire eyes really. Must he be so dam loud and here is where the dawning hits. (He's not at your house.) but at mine. Yet as simplistic as my dawning maybe ( to some it maybe just stupid) it's my dawning. So from now when I give gift it will not be what they need but how noisy it can be. Hey call me what you want but I shall pass on the gift that keeps on giving and that my friends is pure noise.  Your's lovingly and clam. Mama Little. 

                   I could probably curse for hours on how much crap I went through to create this thing. But I won't..... Bullshit I will; creating a blog for a non-geek like me is a freakin NIGHTMARE. First I researched like any sensible common sensed human being would do and needless to say it was madness. First you need to go here than you need to this and then you need to do this, this and this. High School all over again Holy balls batman that was intense. Ok wooooo I am calm now.                   Go Figure first post I write is me venting on how creating a blog has been when it should have been why I did it in the first place. Well for those that know me then you know; for those that don't but choose to follow welcome to my madness.                                  ...